i dont quite know what to say about myself, theres not much to me, i love trees, to lay on a blanket in the park and simply think, im completely not okay, with myself or almost anyone, im moving to england when i grow up, i dont know why or how or with what money, i am going to do a foreign exchange student program there, i dont know when but i am, i love cillian murphy in 28 days later, i despise people who use other peoples works to express their individuality yet do so all the time, i love stop motion animation, i am a painter sculptor sketcher photographer reader writer musician catcher comic book reader dork movie watcher sit in the corner and wait until someone notices me then get sad when nobody does kind of person, i hate bands that try to act all depressed even though they are rich and have tons of fans, i love hats especially my bowler hat, i hate sunglasses but have a pair of aviators because my friend said i look like a movie star, my eyes are my favourite part of me, they change colour with my mood but are usually a light blue green grey mix, i desperately want to become a chef when i grow up and get made fun of constantly because nobody thinks i can cook, i want to go to the culinary institute of america (the cia), i want to be a professional photographer but probably wont make any money because i would take pictures of random pointless things that nobody would actually want hanging in their sitting room, i love animals and currently have a dog named zuccini, a cat named oscar, another dog named lucky jack m. crazyfish buster, im about to get another rat my last one eliza just died cause she had tumors,i dislike people, could never be a real doctor, i love squirrels, insanely ADD, rawr, dont have many friends, sit at home all day and eat random shit, just got hit by a truck broke my knee cause of it, now im afraid to walk alone specially at morning and night, rarely wear shorts cause my legs are covered in scars, recently broke my nose for the second time, now when i touch it the bones shift in the most unappetizing way, terribly sarcastic, nobody takes me seriously, thats okay same to them, got a wire stuck all the way through my foot twice in the same night playing sardines in a dark construction site at night barefoot, busted my chin open three times doing random shit, falling down stairs out of trees off a skate board, always converse eight pairs, candy striped, two flame, black, grey, blue, sea foam green,black with red, grey is my favourite colour, dancing in the rain, spacing out, crying over nothing at all in public just to see peoples faces, accidentally falling over in a corner store and knocking stuff over, going up to random people saying lame pick up lines, is that a mirror in your pocket cause i can totally see myself in your pants, shy yet crazy and outgoing, could never actually love someone that cant sit in silence for more than five minutes, wish i had a pony, total atheist god is for republicans, complete liberal, wish my ears were gauged, staring at random people, mind=blown, you know that you secretly love me, and most of all wish i were just myself but unfortunately dont know who that is, the purpose of life is a life of purpose, writing about music is like dancing about architecture, wish i had peoples plaudit (enthusiastic approval), this happens to be life threatening and pretty and religious, the physical mechanics of a railroad within antibiotics, i brake for unicorns, scared of the dark, people hate me because i tell the truth, the truth hurts, when you get to a fork in the road take it, im infinitely tired, wish that people would leave me alone, worried cause i dont go out, jammed my finger now it doesnt bend all the way, phsycobilly, punk, dead kennedys,dead boys, iggy pop, reverend horton heat,want to curl up and die but not really cause im to much of a coward, hate fat people, love sharpies, goodbye, goodnight, farwell, and remember, the dog howls at midnight.