why?
why do you do this to me, to yourself?
i'll tell you what it is, its a guilty pleasure, yes.
and now look where it got you, stuck at the end,
or perhaps you did this by will, by choice...
maybe it was a plan to get away.

either way, all i can say to you is this,
i'll miss the way you comforted me, and i'll never forget
the way you said good night, on those sleepless nights,
the way you breathed, the way you smiled,
and your encouraging look, your hopeful eyes,
it all lit up the platform we lived on.

reminiscing it all,
i'll come back on this stage,
the light fades, and the spotlight shines,
and all i can breathe is a sigh of regret,
my mind is spinning, heaving, wanting to leave,
and i wish you hadn't left, no i wish you never faded,
but this stage reminds me of my dreams,
and my dreams remind me of you,
the secret between you and me,
it was the answer to everything
the solution to it all
everlasting